Anger.

Anger

I woke up one day, and felt really angry about people who did not bother to understand me but rather just got angry at me and acted as if I was in the wrong. However, now that I think about it, it is not something they do normally on a normal basis. Negative emotions aren’t things people are given a choice in “want” or “don’t want” to do. It is not something that is easily willed. Thus, emotions aren’t another part of us, nor what some may call true colours. They’re just the consequences of being human. It is unavoidable and natural and when it happens, people are still who they are, except in the cases of anger they just don’t feel like being themselves because a situation is presented in such a way that when they interpret it, they just feel so slaughtered by it that they have to find an outlet. Emotions are like values. They add up, stack together and ball up into a bigger value. To me, at first I found it very convenient to be angry at people who got angry back at me, thinking that “wow, so this is his true colours” but I found out that I’m a victim of it as well. There’s no point in adjusting one’s view to someone that’s angry or having negative emotions because it’s still a stupid thing to do. It’s nearly like the same thing as acceptance. Hmm, actually it’s far from it. Humans… when talking about acceptance. One must be able to accept a human for what that person is. Secondly however, one must be able to accept that a human is human and what makes them human will be with them. For me, I guess that concept won’t be so readily grasped for now, but I’m learning. To be able to accept a person when he’s been viewed in all aspects is not an accomplishment humans are born to do, but learnt.